When I am happy you will know, when I am sad, you will know. I can't control it, that's just me. I write what I feel, when I feel it, no intention, just me. I share what I want to share, when I am ready to share it, whether with words or feelings.
Right now happiness has left me. I never new hate like I do right now ... time ... time ... pass.
What a lovely comment to give someone, that they are like a rainbow. I hope you will feel better soon! I'm sorry you don't feel happy atm :/
ReplyDelete*hugs* girl.
ReplyDeleteAwww Girl *HUGS*
ReplyDelete<3 LOVE YOU..you're the best rainbow!
ReplyDeletedelurking to say that there are amazing things that can only happen when we're at our lowest. I don't wish anyone the lows but sometimes strength comes from them. You have the strength, and support of all your followers. Good luck. :/
ReplyDeleteI don't know what you're going through but really wish you feel better soon.
ReplyDeleteI hope hapiness comes back soon... Thanks for the lovely pic <3
ReplyDeleteSending hugs and warm thoughts your way! I do hope everything gets better for you. Time is the healer of all wounds. *HUGS*
ReplyDeleteI agree with subgirl. I hope things gets better for you, I'm kinda going through some tough shit too. With the lows comes the highs. I aways wade through till I get to those times. We're here for ya!
ReplyDeleteWe love you and are here for you, beautiful loodie!
ReplyDeleteI hope things start looking up soon! *megahug*
Loodie I really hope you feel better! *hugs* Let me know if you need anything! :* You're simply the best. <3
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for what you are going through. Know I am here for you if you need someone to talk to-I will shoot you an email in case you lost mine!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry things are hard right now. We're here when you need to vent.
ReplyDeletenovember 2011 = shit
ReplyDeleteDecember 2011 = sunshine
I can hope right! I hope things get better for you very soon
Stacie xoxox
At least you know you are strong enough to feel all those emotions. ;) Don't worry, that will go away and happiness will come again :) only to replace all the hatred.
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ReplyDeleteI don't know what you're going through, Lood- but I know you're a strong, wonderful woman and we all love you <3
ReplyDeleteHang in there, my beautiful friend. This too shall pass. You are fabulous! <3
ReplyDelete*hugs* I know it's silly, but your post made me think of the song Rainbow Connection. Yes, it's a Muppets song, but it's very bittersweet, and acknowledges that life sometimes lets us down.
ReplyDeleteAnyways, I hope you find your rainbow connection some day...
Were strong like moose we will make it. love you.
ReplyDeleteP.M.J.M.a.m.
My stunningly gorgeous geek, YOU are that rainbow, that the rest of us look at with awe and hope that one day we can grow up to be just like you! Time is the great equalizer and healer; you WILL get through this and you WILL come through stronger. How do I know this? Because I know you and your integrity and strength of heart. Plus, I'm really smart too!!! LOL!! There is just so much love and support holding you up right now, don't be afraid to lean on it when you need to - we won't ever let you down! Panda hugs, my friend! xox
ReplyDeleteI hope happiness finds you again soon! When I feel overwhelmed with hate I remind myself I just have to let it go. I am sure one day you will look back and laugh, as have I. Feel better!!!
ReplyDeleteHugs sent your way girlie. Lean on those who are there to support you.. xo
ReplyDeleteI really hope happiness finds you again soon and you feel better! *hugs*
ReplyDeleteOh Anna I'm just like you and you can always see my mood/emotions on my face. I really hope you will feel better soon. Don't give up, keep fighting. Many people are going through a very difficult time now, much more than usual. You are a great person and one of the best bloggers around.
ReplyDeleteWhen I feel bad/sad/angry I usually go for a walk in the forest and scream my lungs out to empty those bad feelings. I have no lessons to give you but don't forget that the light always shines and that we love you :)
Emilie
I hope you'll find your happiness soon, whatever it be that is wrong now. :*
ReplyDeleteMuch love to you Loodie, I hope that whatever you are going through that you are able to find peace with the situation. xoxo
ReplyDeleteawww HUGS! I hope that rainbows and sunshine come your way soon.
ReplyDeleteMy personality is pretty similar to yours -- my moods are very apparent too. Whatever it is you're going through, we are here for you! Lots of love and hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteI don't know what to say, I think you're a beautiful, smart and great person and don't deserve such sorrow.
ReplyDeleteI'm just sending a big big italian hug your way. And hope that, through hate or whatever it will take, you soon reach that "look back and laugh" day. :*
Hugs! As you can see, you are very loved! We all hope things get better for you! Take care of yourself and know you are loved! <3 Hugs and positive thoughts!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI really want to "like" all the comments already written. Sending you strength to get through this tough time and you remember you will come out brighter and stronger on the other side!
ReplyDeleteSoooo.... you're just going to keep making cryptic posts without actually explaining anything? ohhhkay..
ReplyDeleteSending you hugs and happy thoughts. Hang in there, things will get better. Sometimes you just have to ride it out until things get better. We'er here for you darlin! Much love from Melissa in AL
ReplyDeleteSending you some love! <3 I hope things get better soon!
ReplyDeleteDear lady...I didn't quite know how to respond before and I am not sure I do now, but I am sending you healing thoughts. I hope your heart can find some balance if it can't find peace right now *hug*
ReplyDeleteI hope you get through this as quickly as possible, learn whatever lessons you must learn, and find a way to move forward. I don't know what's going on that is making you feel so badly, but I believe that you will find the strength to carry on. I'll keep following, no matter what!
ReplyDeleteI just want to give you a hug *hug* <3
ReplyDeleteGirl, we all love you and hope for you to feel better as quickly as possible <3.
ReplyDeleteHang in there, sun follows the clouds. Take care and return when you are ready.
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to the rude anonymous-dont be rude. she doesnt HAVE to give us personal details. she doesnt HAVE to give us anything. Lets just be there for her.
ReplyDeleteLoodie--You are obviously a sweet giving person. Just know we really appreciate everything you do. I understand where you are coming from----Cant hide my feelings no matter how hard I try. I just read a book called Emotional Freedom--its awesome. Wish I could help more, I really do. Ive been through some hard things lately too. I know when you are in the middle of a struggle its hard to imagine it will get better---but it always does. Sending love and hugs
I'm sorry that you are having a rough time. I hope that by the time you read this, things are looking up a bit and that you are feeling better. Sending you a big, warm {{{hug}}} from Arizona. Hang in there, sweetie.
ReplyDeleteHope you'll feel better soon. Stay strong! *hugs*
ReplyDeleteIt's difficult to me to express my solidarity with you in a foreign language, so I'm going to use a quote from one of my most fav songs: "Nothing lasts for ever, even cold november rain!".
ReplyDeleteBig hugs Loodie! :******
Oh hunny bunny I wish I could do something to make you feel better. It hurts my heart that you feel so down. Try not to let this darken your bright and loving spirit. My nana always said "You can't choose not to have terrible things happen, but you can choose how to react"
ReplyDeleteI hope you can turn this stumbling block into a stepping stone and reclaim the vibrant lady which is you.
Hate eats away at us and causes the person you hate far less than it will cause you.
You are in my thoughts.
KJ
I hope you feel better soon. The most important thing is to be kind to yourself - be your own best friend.
ReplyDeleteI hope things will look up for you soon! If you'd accept a virtual hug from a stranger, here's one: *hug*
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry for whatever your going through-your a strong, amazing woman and I'll be thinking about you and sending some love <3
ReplyDeleteTo the rude Carrie - No one's making her post ANY of this stuff. I don't see the reason for making bizarre rainbow references if you aren't even going to tell the story - there's really no point to that. I'd be happy to post a positive comment, but I don't even know what I'm supposed to be commenting about. If you don't want to discuss something publicly, that is absolutely ok, but don't you expect some curiousity if you keep halfway referencing it?
ReplyDeleteTo the rude Anonymous - it's Loodie's blog and if you don't see the reason for her posting what she wants on it then fine, but when she's obviously feeling upset by something, why kick her when she's down? Can't you just think it then keep it to yourself? If you decide that this is 'supposed' to be a nail blog and any references to anything else stop you liking it, then just stop reading it. And if Looide wants to get drunk and spend the next month writing pages of ramble then it's her blog and no-one has the right to tell her what to put!
ReplyDeleteI am sending lots of prayers and strength your way!!! I hope that you will get through this as fast as humanly possible!! I hate that you are going through a rough spot!! If you ever need to get/run away; there is ALWAYS room for you at my house in SUNNY Florida (I mean that)!!! Thinking of you!!!! Sending LOVE, rainbows, kitten kisses, and bottles of white sheer polish your way!!!!
ReplyDeleteYou are a poet and I love you! ((Big Hug)) Take care!
ReplyDeleteI hope you'll feel better soon! Wishing you all the best!
ReplyDeleteDenise-- :) I second that sister.
ReplyDeleteRude Anonymous-- Get a life. Go read a different blog. I'll pray for your rude, mean heart.
When I was 17 I came home to find my stepdad nearly dead (I say nearly, because it would be another 56 hours before we'd pull the plug on him) from a stroke. September 17, 1987, my senior year in high school, and this is how it started. I sat home fielding phone calls while my mom sat at the hospital signing papers and making hard decisions. I remember walking outside after a short, hard rain and seeing a rainbow arching over our neighborhood and crying because it was like someone was telling me we WOULD get through it. It all got worse before it got better. But we did. And you will too.
ReplyDeleteAnna...just thinking about you my dear, and hoping your rainbow starts to take shape for you, and soon. xo
ReplyDeleteI hope whatever it is that's happened has soon become a distant memory, sweetheart. You're a real dear and I hope things turn positive quickly. Love to you.
ReplyDeleteThe darkest hour is just before the dawn
ReplyDeleteAll storms pass no matter their size and remember "A reed before the wind lives on, while mighty oaks do fall".